It's a been a couple of rough weeks. After the last biopsy and subsequent ultrasound I'm heading back to have second biopsy. I've been told that results of the first biopsy was inconclusive so I went in for an ultrasound. No big deal. Needless to say, they find a couple of minor issues, but still want me to come in for another biopsy, thus leading up today.
My appointment is today and my doc had me take meds to essentially dilate my cervix. Right now I'm sitting minding my own business and am essentially going through something I've never experienced before. When our boys were born 19 and 23 years ago, I never dilated. My water never broke. They were never coming out. Ever. I had cesarean sections with both boys. Numb from my boobs to my feet with the first and my boobs to my knees with the second. I never felt anything but tugging during the procedure.
In my infinite wisdom I decided to google my way through what is going to happen with this med. The first thing up says its used for abortion. Well, I can tell you I'm definitely not pregnant. My husband took care of that possibility 18 years ago. If I was pregnant, we would be on the cusp of being filthy rich because we would be suing the doc that did his vasectomy. I'm feeling queasy, and now cramping. I don't cramp. I haven't cramped in many, many years. Secondly I read that with being on this med, the biopsy will hurt more than the first. Much, much more. Why did I sign up for this? Is my doctor some kind of sadistic psychopath that gets off on the pain of others? Lastly, I don't know what I'm going to feel like after she roots up in there to get the sample she needs. I was told at my ultrasound that it was likely the first biopsy was only in about four inches...they need to get in between 10 and 12 inches. What kind of fresh hell is that?
For the record, I've stopped googling. Nothing good comes of it, unless you are looking for meme's. Or menu's. Or movie times.
To be continued...
Fast forward... the biopsy wasn't successful. Next up a hysteroscopy D&C. This chick is tired.